Strumming away my thoughts

Sunday, June 26, 2005

went to watch batman begins with sharon and engz today(25/06/05)
and it's nice!!! haha. although the front part a bit boring but it gets better. hehez.
and bruce wayne suddenly gets good looking...haha.

i like two lines from the movie...
bruce's father, thomas wayne to bruce...
"Why do we fall down?"
"So we learn how to pick ourselves back up."
batman to rachel
"It's not who I am underneath, but what I do, that defines me."

need to save money....for war of the worlds and many other movies...
oh my goodness...i think the movie bug got me. =X

strummed at Sunday, June 26, 2005

Thursday, June 23, 2005

finally, it's over....but momentary. can't slack.

watched initial D today with janice, bee, xx, kx, christina, kel and nick. wOah. nice drifting. the whole racing scenes were mostly about drifting. how they drift, at corners...the 5 hairpins..no other stunts. haha. but nvm...drifting is cool!~ not bad lah...at least it's worth 8 bucks! lol. as i've said, i'm watchin for the cars not the stars. the movie ended with a "the end" haha. very dUh. well, if the box office is very good, we'll see initial D 2 then. i dun mind...but more car stunts!!

f1 usa grand prix. controversial. 20 cars on the grid, but after the parade lap, only 6 cars remained. for me, it was funny at the beginning, then it was nonsense. the reason why the 14 cars did not race, is because their tyres were not safe for the race. well, so, yar. i would rather they dun race then, i wouldn't want to see accidents happen...accident in '94 imola race. though i dunno much, but i noe one f1 racer died. geez.

pondering and vexing over wat to wear tml.... =S seems like i have no choice but to wear skirt... =X

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Monday, June 20, 2005

my mood hadn't been good for the week.
it has been real bad....really bad.
haiz. i just had the momentum of studying, like yesterday?
crap.
CT is in like one day time...considering today is monday.
and i only managed to study like less than 5 chapters for each subject.
i'm so dead lah.
argh.
one more day. geez.
time is running out....
if only i could forgo with tuesday, wednesday and thursday morning...
if only...=X
alrighty, i shall try to study SHM and watch f1 race...starting in 30min time... =S
michael schumacher rocks!! yea! and jenson button is back to his better looking self after he cut his hair and shaved...hehez...

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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

and i'm so glad that i managed to wake up at 1245am yesterday and watch the montreal race. not much of ovetaking, but still a exciting race, coz there's so much retirements...9 in all and most importantly, ferrari had a 2-3 finish! yipPeE!!~ =D i'm so lookin forward to the indy race. ferrari rOcks!~ michaeL schumacher rOckS!!!~~~

and i'm beginning to miss the ATC camp. being in logistic com is so much fun, so much action everyday. who said that log com need to have guys? lol. we maybe need guys to do the super manual work, like carrying of chairs from classroom, but other than that, we can handle it. hehez.
i remembered day1, we just ate a few mouths of rice, then we got the news that the games com ppl had forgotten the plastic bags for their war games. so we dashed out to buy the bags from the nearby seng song.

this atc, i didn't participate in most of the games, partly bcoz i was zzz-ing or doing log stuff. the games i participated are the team bonding and the mystery night. team bonding, i was attached to "Democrats" which isn't my group. was a bit sadden then, coz under my care, there were 2 casualties. =X geez. mystery night was fun! haha. it was the only time/game i spent with my group, "Columbia" for the games part. they are very very very observant, so much so tt they mistook a foolscap pad which has nothing to do with the game, as a clue. but still, i think they are very clever. they took quite a short time, if not for the 2 stations where they spent too much time.

for me, the highlight and the most stressful activity of the whole atc is the O.N...operation nightingle. to tell the truth, O.N is something that i have been looking foward eversince last year's atc. it's quite similar to the triage that i've did in sj. the difference is that, O.N is much much more realistic. i was part of the make up team. but haha, i didn't do much. anyway, the whole thing was quite a success, though after the whole activity i then realise a few things went wrong.

the last day, signifies not only the end of camp, but also, the end of activities for the 24th OdAC. as usual, letting go was difficult. we exchanged angel and mortal gifts, and then LL, waii and mr ang said a few words. until that point of time, it weren't that emotional. it was after the phototaking session, when we cheered the traditional cheer for the last time and sang songs, that the taps were turned on. LL started to cry and domino effect, most people started crying too.

to sharon and shwuhuey: thanks for putting up with my craziness, my nonsense, like me saying "i'm afraid of the dark." in the broad daylights. i really enjoyed myself tremendously being in the log com. thank you! =D

to mavis: my first aid counterpart. well, no more first aid stuff to deal with, finally! sorry for pang seh-ing u numerous times, for example, the selection camp, which i threw the 1st aid stuff for u to handle. but it was fun working with you. thanks!~ =)

to leliang: thanks for the entertainment you provided during the camp. though it was just a few lines from 2 of energy's songs. =X

to the 23rd batch: perhaps, without you people who made me like OdAC, i won't choose to be in this cca in the beginning and miss out all the fun. thanks for letting me join the cca too, even though i didn't go for the selection camp.

though, life in OdAC was just a year, and truthfully, i wasn't very active and enthusiastic throughout the year. but still, i really enjoyed the days i spent with you guys, the 24th OdACians. thank you for the memories that you guys had given me. i really feel that "thank you" can't really express all my gratitude towards you guys, but i can't find other words that could mean what i want to say...really million of thanks.

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Saturday, June 04, 2005

i feel like a baked crab. lol. i'm sunburnt actually.
my face and wtH. my neck.
first time i sunburnt my neck.
ouch.
have to blame myself for forgetting to put sunblock/suntan on my face and neck.
so serves me right.
it's super painful now.
i will kill anyone who touches my neck now.
but it was worthwhile?
i think it was the 10am-2pm sun that caused all my "misery" now.
haha. but it's okay. i had fun yar!
2 hours of volleyball. haha. fun lar.
the water, quite dirty.
the dog, cute but scary.
i'm still very terrified of dogs.
bah.
want to know why i seem to type very briefly?
coz i need to go and watch my gay show now!!!
byebye!!!

(added on: 050605 1.51am) i was reading a testimonial by kairu on friendster. and she mentioned something about me sending her an email about "reason, season or lifetime". vague impression of that email, so i went to search for the content of the email...and here it is.

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Reason, Season, Lifetime
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend, and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on.

When people come into your life for a SEASON, it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn.
They may bring you an experience of peace, or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons; those things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind, but friendship is clairvoyant.

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strummed at Saturday, June 04, 2005