Strumming away my thoughts

Thursday, January 26, 2006

i guess i'm still quite insensitive towards money.
received my pay yesterday. for a sec, i was, i would say quite delighted when i saw it? but the next second, my delighted feeling died. life was normal again. i'm insensitive right? kinda i guess.
maybe because it's just a check. definitely not because how much i got my pay (shan't divluge the amount i received)
hmm...maybe, i need to get my pay in real notes..then the feeling will last longer?! lol. crap crap.
was quite looking forward to getting my pay cause janice was quite excited when she got hers, so i supposed mine will be ard the same. haha. i'm wrong. oh well.

anway, offered to give part of my salary to my parents. they rejected me. and they said i was a stubborn little kid! boo! so, my salary shall go to my future education expenses. i still feel like givin my parents some money!! oh well.
my mum said, "don't need give me. i don't need it. when you really start to work, then give me."
my dad said, "i still got earn money. next time i stop earning le, then u give me lah."
how to insist? gEez. i'm a stubborn little kid who don't know how to enforce my stand. =(

sleeping rather late these few days. 2am...3am...3.30am...
and i'm like working the next day?! haha. it's quite miracle that i'm still not yet a walking zombie.
talking with janice rocks! i mean it k! no sarcasm intended. didn't know we had so much to talk about. =Pp let's have some typing game again...soon. rmb to lend me your books! esp the "it" book!

headache now. sort of organising 1st feb dinner for the class peeps. i think venue will be at marina. i can't think of anywhere else. =X
need to find cheap places. need to think of wat time to meet. worry that it won't be like fun or enjoyable. worry that not much will turn up in the end....argh! the last pt, not so much actually. coz, i dun like forcing people to do things they don't want to. but i really hope many will turn up...and it will turn out fun.

from the bottom of my heart..organising things sucks! things is referring to anything.
from planning and all the crap. then the response/outcome... sometimes might give sense of achievement..but sometimes it doesn't.
i stopped organising things for quite sometime coz i'm a person who thinks too much. hahahhahaa. ignore all this bottom of my heart thingy. it's crap. lazy to delete.

anway, 1st feb@ marina most likely...time...still thinking of the right moment. LOL! shall inform all LATEST by monday. LATEST.

fave song at the moment....Schnappi by a 4 year old german girl.

wishing all,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! LOL.

strummed at Thursday, January 26, 2006