Strumming away my thoughts

Thursday, March 22, 2007

jaw dropping experience.
not a metaphor and actually, my jaw did not "drop". *thank god*
but i did had a scare with my jaw. might sound a little absurd.

i was having biscuits late at night yesterday, researching and listening to songs. suddenly, the left of my jaw felt stiff, like 2 bones had "connected" together. i couldn't open my mouth wide. when i tried to open my mouth wider, it was a little painful. so i went to kitchen and i drank cold water from the fridge, thinking that cold water will loosen the jaw. then i went to the bathroom and looked at the mirror to see if there's any swellings or what-so-ever. no swellings. i tried opening my mouth wider a little, i couldn't. i thought of forcing to open my mouth wider. so i tried, then suddenly i remembered wu zun's dislocated jaw experience. i thought, i wouldn't want to dislocate my jaw and get rushed to the hospital at 2am. so i aborted the idea of using force. i drank cold water again, still thinking the water will loosen my jaw. then i went back to my room, hoping that when i wake up tml, all will be back to normal. but i didn't sleep. instead i tried to open and close my mouth again and again, a little wider whenever i opened my mouth, yet i had the fear of dislocating my jaw anytime. but miraclously, my jaw got better. after closing and opening my mouth for some time, i could open my mouth wider.

it was a damn scary experience. totally freaked me out. i didn't know wat caused the sudden stiffness. and i'm not proud to say, i developed 2 fears, hopefully they are short term, a fear of eating biscuits late at night and a fear of opening my mouth very wide. i kinda can understand wu zun's fear now. it's not funny man, not funny.

strummed at Thursday, March 22, 2007